soapboxdiner

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There are people who are able to make their expression through use to detachment. There are people who can seem and feel and think all there is to seem and think and feel with a distance that presents a facade of rationalism. There are people who can express it all with humor and light, and a persuasive fostering of kinship to all who listen.

I myself am not such a creature - though I thoroughly admire the ability. But then again I do not. Somehow the communication tactic just doesn't seem geniune. But it is ever so much easier to share and relate to. As if the thing one wishes to express is a thing that calls to be related to more than it demands to be released.

God, I would really like to get stinking drunk and irrationally happy. Perhaps make use of a pole of some sort. Ideally on top of a large speaker in a black light lit corner. With a fuzzy pink boa.

Blah. I'm not nearly the freak of nature I think I am but more of a freak than you know.

7:30 pm - 11.22.02
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