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Fun Rides Here!

Okay. I think I've stewed long enough.

Funny, a person gets sideswiped with something and it's all HUGE and SCARY and IMPOSSIBLY COMMANDING of your attention.

And then you fester and simmer and wait sitting on one of your hands while chewing the nails off your other.

And you do that for a while - waiting for whatever it is you fear to suddenly drop squarely on your head like a Wile E Coyote anvil, but it never happens.

And then you get kind of immune to it and say to yourself, "Well, this is pointless to the point of boring even me."

And then you find yourself not even remotely feeling the situation is HUGE and SCARY and IMPOSSIBLY COMMANDING of your attention anymore.

And so you shrug your shoulders and say to yourself, "Eh. Whatever."

And then you move on and go about your day.

6:43 am - 03.05.04
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